nothing will fuck up your twenties more than thinking you’re supposed to have your shit together.
I think “dildo” is a perfectly acceptable insult. Like, I’d call you a dick but you’re not real enough.
If It Means Alot To You | A Day To Remember
If you can wait til’ I get home, then I swear tomorrow this will all be in our past.
I miss my family so much.
I’ve been through a very rough patch this past 3 months. A lot of tears has shed and fell down my face but here I am tonight, typing this.
I went through so much shit and heartbreaks (from family, friends, etc.). I don’t know how my battery is still up and running.
So many obstacles I had to pass and I really had to keep on going on my own.
Jimy and his parents have been so lovely to me and they don’t know how much I am thankful of them.
Jimy and I’s 1 year anniversary is on Wednesday and I am so excited.
He’s the coolest guy ever. I like his warm hugs and soft kisses.
His mom is super cool. She’s been teaching me new things and I am honored to be her play-daughter :)
His dad is super cool as well. He loves classical music as much as I do.
I really miss my own family too though. We are so broken apart and I wish I could go back and hug all of them but I just can’t right now. What happened between my mother and I is something I will never forget for the rest of my life.
Never tried contacting anyone to see me again, rejecting other people’s offers to patch us up, throwing my clothes away and putting them on trash bags, stopped paying for my dental bills, found out I am pausing school and didn’t do shit about it, and so many other things I never thought she would do to me.
It’s really heart breaking and there’s more to it.
Now I just gotta keep moving forward.
I love her. I really do.
I just want to be successful right now and make her proud,
Maybe she’d want me back.